well since i am looking at all these xanga and it invovles love in some of it.....

i think it is so cute all these peeps making one for the one they love and how  they express their feelings. I envy their feelings...cuz i lost mah feelings i dunt even knoe how it feels anymore. Once upon a time i was happy i met this guy he aciddently hit me wid a tennis ball when i was running to go for tennis practice. That was the best i ever felt...until dis day i couldn't ever forget him for what he made me feel...but now i am letting go..i knoe it is hard and it been a long ass time...but everyone was envying us but now i am envying dem but now mah friend is sayin ur wasting your time wid love but hey i wanna watse mah time....